Baking Blues

Xander’s birthday party is less than a week away and I am supposed to be making him a fabulous birthday cake. Which means that I should have started already! Not the baking of the cake, but all of the stuff that comes before. I should be melting marshmallows and making fondant. I should be dying that fondant and starting on the small figures for the cake. There is a LOT of prep work that goes into a 3D sculpted cake, lots I could be doing… but I DON’T WANT TO! I don’t know what it is. I really didn’t want to stop making cakes when I did, it just got to be too much for me to handle. But now that I have stopped, anytime I think about making another cake it bums me out. But I need to snap myself out of this, and soon! Because my son is expecting a Beyblade cake for his birthday and I cannot disappoint him.